Myspace...wtf!

Ok, so I told myself I would never go back on Myspace, but I did. I have not been on there for a few years, but a friend of mine recently convinced me. It's seem kind of cool to go back actually, I see my old friends are still there and some new ones as well... right on! Life is funny in the sense that you sometimes go back to what once made you think, "oh, this is bullshit". I guess the time that has gone by seems to have "healed" some hurt feelings I had. Life is what you make of it, so don't take it so serious that you lose your sense of humor. We all laugh when someone gets hurt from a fall, don't we? You have to laugh too, I always do...

A little venting session

I have come to a conclusion about clubs/bars...straight clubs suck, gay clubs rock. I don't get it.

Straight clubs- over priced weak ass drinks, horrible music, and everyone is dressed in the latest fashionable clothing lines. No one talks to you unless you are dressed like a whore with tons of make-up and little to no clothing. Or they wait till they are good and drunk and horny, that even a fire hydrant looks good to them. Sheeeeeeeeeesh!

Gay clubs- drinks are good, tasty and strong, the music is awesome and keeps you up on the dance floor, and everyone talks and wants to dance with you...regardless of what you are wearing. They want to get to know you. Fun, fun, fun!

I am bisexual, so I have frequented both types of clubs and I have noticed the differences....I just wish I could find a club that is excepting of both gay and straight people. That would be so awesome. People need to take off their blinders and see everyone for who they are and not for what they are.

awe, Mr. M

He was good to me, made me feel right, that night before his flight.
All he wanted was my love and my time
I gave him everything that was mine
He took it all without decline
I couldn't help but feel that I would not see him again
perhaps that this was the end
I was happy that we had what we had
even if it wasn't that deep
I caught myself looking over at him
while we laid there falling asleep
I was going to miss him...
his face, his smile, his taste, his scent
Atleast I do have that...
the memories that we made

Imagination

I wish I was sitting on a mountain top looking at towards the ocean.
Feeling the breeze of the air on my skin, through my hair.
Taking in the bitterness of the salt water around me.
Feeling the slight burn of the sun on my skin.
Hearing the seagulls above me singing softly while rummaging for food.
I would sit looking up with my eyes closed toward the sun
taking in everything around me, filling up all my senses.
This would be bliss to me...
I am happy that my mind can take me there, even if my body can't.

Sweet Words for Daniel

My new muse inspired me...

If I could give you the world, would you take it from me?
A sweet whisper-"yes"- is all I need
You fill me with desire, you make me feel good
I would do the same, if I only could
To kiss your lips, taste your skin
To hear you moan my name again
That would mean the world to me...

Impressions

Some guys try so hard to impress and to no avail...

Impress me with your thoughts
sunsets and infinite dreams
make me want again
Impress me with your touch
love me all night
make me hot again
Impress me with your words
so sweet and sincere
make me lie again
Impressed me with your ways...
RIPPED ME OFF AGAIN

Think positive

Sometimes I worry too much, we all do...

She moves slowly like the clouds
Waiting for her inner demons to come out
"Would you like to take this opportunity to talk
to me, would you like to tell me your dreams"?
Why can't they leave her alone, just let here be
she is so consumed by these
"Maybe if I lie, they will go away!"
Highly doubtful, she agrees
Thoughts/feelings eating at her
Worrying for nothing
Negativity will do that to you